Although you didn't love me I did learn so much about myself
How time in its own way can heal you a little bit
And how even painful memories allow a person space to reflect
Being ignored by you taught me how to listen to myself
I learned to fight some of the strongest urges I have ever felt for the better
I came to understand how beautiful and empowering the art of moving on can be
I am now rich in the experience of separating the past from from the future in terms of matters of the heart
From your coldness I began to see there were other sources of warmth
These other sources inspired me to keep on looking
To believe someone else could be out there for me
It was hard and hope was weak
But even though I use to feel cheated because you didn't want me I now thank you for never loving me at all
Because if you had the path of life may have been very different
I may never have found the person I am with today
The person whom I am not just dreaming about but actually share a reality with
Someone who loves me for me and who I love for them
So I realize it sounds odd to say it now after all these years
Especially after all the hell I went through trying to convince you to notice me
But I realize now even though I never thought I would ever say this ever but thank you for rejecting me and for staying well away
As if you had fooled me and given in I would have been blinded and I never would have seen the person I was meant to be with
My rightful lover
My one
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